Pain, Pain, Pain

So the past couple of days I've been ignoring the fact that my knee is bothering me and thinking it's ok you just gotta work it out and whatnot...well wednesday & thursday night is volleyball night right? well with my knee being in not so great shape I played those two nights as if it wasn't injured well last night totally killed me seriously just getting on my bed knee first killed me, and this morning takin' IBprofen which I NEVER do (I hate pills, I'd much rather heal naturally)...yeah that's how bad my knee hurts, but seriously with my trainer:( (sinai) I'll be lifting with her starting next week I need to strengthen the muscles around my knees so here's to having a painful injury but gonna suck it up and fight it cause I NEED TO GET IN SHAPE for ME & some other reasons;) have some major goals and hope to accomplish it!!

Other then that I've been slacking on eating what's right but still haven't gained or loss hoii can this fatt just please melt away I wanna make some faces drop Bwahaaha gotta love the theme song but that seriously is my motivation as well as being healthier...I LOVE my family and sooo thankful for there support next year is sooo my year for bigger and better things.

My new THEME SONG

Last night I was able to attend the cycling class with my sister in law Sela and my goal was to stay for the full hour. Did I last you ask? HECK TO THE YAH I lasted and I can honestly tell you that I was sooo proud of myself for doing this, Sela was such a diehard I think she's found a new LOVE hahaha I mean cause I have to tell you cycling is NOT the easiest thing to do mind you the seat isn't that big LMBO, but I've come to ignore the pain and enjoy the workout that it totally gives me. I just had to thank my sister in law for checking up on me constantly cause the day before I jacked up my knee during zumba and it literally hurt when I bent it but I was determined to finish the class. Thank you Sela for instilling that little voice in my head (Baby Daniel's voice cheering me on Go Kalo, Go Kalo)...he's such a cutie I LOVE MY FAMILY and the support they have been giving me all these years, I'm sorry it's takin' me 31 years to realize they do LOVE AND CARE for me. When I got home last night I checked my text messages and got a message from my older sister Sinai saying she posted a link on my Facebook page, she said when she heard the song she totally thought of me..I have to thank her for the song and also for pushing me to hit the gym, for the shoes and just being the wonderful older sister that she is...THANKS SIS this is NOW my new THEME song. It's just sad that guys nowadays look past the inner beauty and judge the girl on the outter beauty much love to my family because I've BEEN BLESSED with the BEST!!! I'm sooo gonna make his FACE DROP LOL no but for real...thanks family for all your encouragements and examples I LOVE YOU ALL SOOO MUCH!!

CYCLING

Ok so last night I went to the rec for the kickboxing class, but the more I sat with mom and talked the more I was like ok mom I'll go with you to the cycling class to give it a try. The minute we walked in I was already nervous, or was it scared LMBO ok maybe a mixture of both..I walk in with mom and we see the instructor she was sooo bubbly and fun, it made me a little confident as to making the decision to stay and give it a try. Mom was soo funny when she saw there was no seats for the bikes she was like OMG I don't think I can stand and ride the bike the whole hour we just started laughing the instructor says no I need to go grab the keys to open the door for the seats LOL, thank goodness cause I was actually thinkin' the same thing (there is NO way I'm standing the whole time LOL). So the instructor helps us adjust our seats bless her heart cause I was kinda lost hahhaa, no but the class started and I was feeling good then when we were racing and making the pressure of the pedal harder I was sweatin' like a waterfall (that's a good thing right?). Then the toosh started hurting boy was I in for it, she had us standing sitting speeding and with the new shoes oh my lord help me get through the class was what I was honestly thinking LOL, above is a picture of the bikes can you see the seats can they be any harder bwahahaha...anyways I only lasted a half hour of class and boy did I feel like I was going to pass out, but I didn't thanks goodness, the other half hour I went to kickboxing and got my a** whooped more like handed to me cause I was soo tired from the cycling class, more props to mom cause she stayed the full hour. So how did I like the cycling class you ask? I actually LOVED the fact that it got my heart racing and my legs and abs burning, and my A** burning to LMBO but in the end it's not that bad, the only thing I wish they had SOFTER CUSHION seats LOL. Cause boy am I feeling the pain this morning LOL. But overall my experience with cycling was a good one. Will I try it again?? YES with more comfortable shoes!!

MY SHOES woohoo...YAY ME!!

Alrighty so it's been awhile since I've blogged about my working out and whatnot, and NO I didn't stop working out I'm still trying my hardest...I guess you can say the hardest thing for me would be the eating part...I'm slowly getting that down but at the same time trying harder to increase my workout session. And for the pass month I was challenged by my sister Sinai that if I was to hit the gym at least 4 days a week for a month she would buy me any shoes I want, and guess who WON?? woohoo YAY me for once in my life I WON something LOL thanks Sinai for the encouragement I'm sooo ready to put these shoes to work...Love yah!!

"ONE VOICE"

ONE VOICE in LONG BEACH
ONE VOICE in ANAHEIM

This weekend has been amazing, especially sunday being the beginning and new start with ONE VOICE, and I figured for me to. I haven't been as active as I should be, but having the opportunity with a new beginning has been a blessing. Yesturday the choir had the blessing to sing 2 musical numbers at the singles ward and if you haven't heard the choir its truly amazing not because I'm in it but seriously the spirit is just amazing, and the lives in which I've seen change from being a part of the choir is the best feeling ever. So after we had sang we headed on over to Mark & Stacy's house to make our chicken wraps for the opening of our fast, we had so much fun chillen at Mark's house this is what I missed so much about the choir was just being with them and laughing and reminsing about the good 'ol days all that came to the house was: Lupi, Mele Tangulu, Lela Utuone, Masi, Daisy, Lopa, and me it was just soo much fun. We got to the chapel at about 5:30 p.m. And we started about 6 pm and we started off with introducing ourselves and games omg sooo much fun, to break the ice then we had Anya Pasi give the spiritual thought OMG this girl is just amazing she started off the crying session, we then went around our room to express our most memorable feelings and testimony, man I had the urge to just express my feelings on how much I've been struggling and all I'm sooo THANKFUL for this group of people and of course my family and friends that have seriously helped me choose to come back and see the light. We've played a couple of games instead of practicing just so that everyone could feel comfortable around each other. We finally finished all that and went and got started eating and whatnot, then afterwards we had got together to fk ma'u our au kai and Lupi had the blessing to do that, omg her prayer was truly amazing I'm totally excited for what the Lord has in store for me I just need to work towards it. I had exchanged numbers with one of the guys in the choir he's sooo amazing I had got home and received a text from him.

Hea is a invite from Uchtdorf to all women. MAY I INVITE U TO RISE TO THE GREAT POTENTIAL WITHIN YOU. BUT DON'T REACH BEYOND YOUR CAPACITY. DON'T SET GOALS BEYOND YOUR CAPACITY TO ACHIEVE, DON'T FEEL GUILTY OR DWELL ON THOUGHT OF FAILURE, DON'T COMPARE YOURSELF WITH OTHERS. DO THE BEST YOU CAN AND THE LORD WILL PROVIDE THE REST. HAVE FAITH AND CONFIDENCE IN HIM AND YOU WILL SEE MIRACLES HAPPEN IN YOUR LIFE AND THE LIVES OF YOUR LOVE ONES. THE VIRTUE OF YOUR OWN LIFE WILL BE A LIGHT TO THOSE WHO SIT IN THE DARKNESS BECAUSE YOU ARE A LIVING WITNESS OF THE FULLNESS OF THE GOSPEL. WHEREVER YOU HAVE PLANTED ON THIS BEAUTIFUL BUT OFTEN TROUBLED EARTH OF YOURS YOU CAN BE THE ONE TO SUCCOR THE WEAK, LIFT UP THE HANDS WHICH HANG DOWN AND STRENGHTHEN THE FEEBLE KNEES. MY DEAR SISTERS AS YOU LIVE YOUR DAILY LIFE WITH ALL ITS BLESSINGS AND CHALLENGES LET ME ASSURE YOU THAT THE LORD LOVES YOU HE KNOWS YOU, HE LISTENS TO YOUR PRAYERS AND HE ANSWER THOSE PRAYERS WHEREVER ON THIS WORLD YOU MAY BE. HE WANTS YOU TO SUCCEED IN THIS LIFE AND IN ETERNITY...hopes you like sorry for the too long...but it was on my home teachin lesson, and thought I'll share it with you....Thank you Howard your an amazing guy, who I can truly see honors your priesthood he then went on texting and made me realize how much I've been missing out on, While I was reading his text messages I couldn't help but cry for this is truly something I REALLY needed to hear, I actually came home from the choir and opened my scriptures and the page it flipped to was ALMA 37:32-37 when you have time read it, cause it truly helped me out indeed along with the quote Howard sent me. Love the choir, Love my family, and truly LOVE those who I have come in contact with...here's to getting back on the spiritual side:)!!

SERVICE, SERVICE, SERVICE

Group shot of the girls
Group shot WE ROCK
Did you say CHOCOLATE??

Last night was sooo much fun I had the opportunity to go with the Granger 8th YSA to do some service at the Utah food bank and I'm indeed grateful to be able to attend, what better thing to do then do service, Lord knows I NEEDED to do some good:). I got off work at about 5 p.m. I had texted Leslie to tell her not to leave I was on my way home to change, then I'll be meeting them at the stake center, she responded oh girl no worries I'm still at home LOL. Anyways I got to the chapel and the only car there was Evalisi and in her ride was Kakala, & Nesi, she said it was normal that they are known for starting LATE LOL, all good cause I was just excited that I was FINALLY attending a church activity sad huh, but true it's always a blessing to know your doin' some good. Well the time was going by I had hit up masi to come and join in on the activity and it was good for him as well cause he's NEVER done service there so it was good on his part to (plus I'm trying to reactivate him and myself, so I told him I was going to do that much LOL). Well about 4:45 p.m. came and we were getting ready to head out in Lee's ride it was Masi, Mone, Leslie, and I and in the Tua'one Burban was Uni (driving), Liz, and Brenda, so there was a total of 9 of us that went as we were driving we, we see the Burban come to our side and Uni saying I think we're gonna die LOL (the car that is) so we pull over to the carwash and the burban was just smoking like bad so we all go situated and decided that we were gonna park the burban at the bank across the street in glendale, and had Uni jump in our ride, and liz and brenda in Lisi ride anyways we got to the food bank and there was actually quite a few people there already doing some sorting the took us to the back where we had sorted the boxes omg sooo much fun, especially workin' with uni, lee, and uni's boyfriend (LOL this uliuli guy that followed every table she went to LOL) so NO it's not really her BF hahaha.
Uni Checking to see if the Syrup is open LOL (the lid was broken off)
LESIZZZLEEE
Uni was our tape person, notice the bandaide on her finger LOL that's from the tape dispenser
Brenda, Lisi, Nesi, Liz checkin' to see if the cereal is good
Me and Uni always makin' time for the pictures LOL

Anyways we had so much fun, saw sooo MUCH chocolate and ended up bringing some home well Mone did anyways LOL too funny. Even the missionary worker that was there was like ok lets eat this kitkat (it ripped open LOL), we can't let good candy go to waste LOL yeah too funny cute little old man. Well the service project was done we got a good hour and a half almost, when we had got there, there was actually members of the hunter ward and west valley ward there, good company and good times, Thanks to Evalisi, Leslie, and Mone for putting this activity together pic's will be up shortly as soon as they upload them LOL. We then came back to the chapel and had sandwiches and played some volleyball OMG my knee's getting worse but I can't let volleyball pass HOIIII and trying to play on a hurt KNEE not so good so we'll see how that goes I took some IBprofen today so I can attend ZUMBA and VOLLEYBALL tonight I know mate ngaata'a huh anyways that's how my tuesday night went LOVED it and can't wait till the next upcoming activity!!
Matches obviously NOT wanting his picture taken LOL...good job Masi this is his first time at the Food Bank!!
What you know about QUALITY CHECK....
Uni & I yeah that whole box was FULL of chocolates
Beer anyone LOL "RootBeer" that is....Masi & Kala
Uni & I waiting on everyone else...hmmmm UNI what's in your mouth LOL!!
Getting ready to head back....

Ward Hopping

So I finally decided I need to get my act together and jump up and get ready for church. I got up about 8 a.m. to see Saane and Ofo off to happy valley the weekend was just good fun, and the time I had with the RED team was even more amazing especially the fact at tryin' to reactivate myself (Thank you Lupi for the extra push). I then had jumped in the shower to get ready for the first ward to attend HUNTER ward which was at 10:45 their sacrament meeting we went to see Daniel give his talk, after Daniel spoke we had to leave to catch the Triplets primary program which was at 11:45 a.m. at the KEARNS ward It was like a mad rush LOL (the triplets did an awesome job and they looked sooo BEAUTIFUL like little angels in white). After Melenaite spoke I left with Lupi, and Masi because we needed to attend to a farewell program where One Voice was singing "Precious Lord", for Beb fuka's program boy do I miss the singing days, those where the days where my spiritual level was on the utmost high. I came home to just thinking about what I'm going to do with my life, and came to the conclusion that I NEED the GOSPEL and the spiritual level to come back to the feeling I LOVED and that was by paying my tithes, scripture study, temple sessions, and personal prayers, something in which I've been lacking. I just promised myself that I would LOVE to get that spiritual feeling back and just become the strong member that I once was. I've committed to ONE VOICE again and I'm totally excited for our fast that's coming up this sunday, Lupi and I promised Masi that we would help him with the choir since he's the president and it's seriously something I'm looking forward to, ONE VOICE will be singing Dec 13, 2009 at the Kenneth Cope fireside and what better way to express our Love for our Savior through music. Here's to getting that SPIRITUAL HIGH once again!