Man this week had just been sooo frustrating just when I thought I was doin' good on the whole workout thing, then go and weigh myself only to see I gained 2 lbs what the HELL. But talking to my sister's Sinai, & Silia has kept my me on the positive side (thank goodness for these two). Just wish the fatt would just fall off, if it were only that easy aye, I went last night to ZUMBA with Deena, and her daughter Kelsey, man these two kick ass seriously in my mind I'm thinkin' come on kalo get your fat ass movin' LOL yeah I know I shouldn't be talkin' like that but sometimes I don't know what else to say. Trying to be healthier and getting into shape isn't as easy as it sounds, it takes TONS of WORK and plenty of DETERMINATION. I got an email message from carla from the Biggest Loser and this is what she said: "It's not that your eating polynesian food, it's how much of it you're eating. You can have it just cut the portions down. Start moving more, if you can't excersise, get the kids and go to the park, play frisbee, slide in the slide, swing, play tag. Just K.I.M!!! You'll start seeing results." and this is nothing new cause that was the exact words Sinai's ALWAYS tellin me, just keep moving sis is all she says, sooo thankful to have LOVING sister's who care for me enough to help me out as much as they can wether it be pushing me to hit the gym or just getting me to stop slacking and get moving. Tons of thoughts go through my mind as to is this the reason why I'm still single, because of my weight? I mean I hear it alot to where it gets annoying sometimes, you know kalo if you were alot smaller you would have no problem in finding a boyfriend, ok what am I suppose to think?? I know think positive but whatever happend to the inner beauty?? hoii guess it's all part of life right?? living, learning, and pressing forward. The day I get skinny is the day I'll be telling the guys to KISS MY ASS hahahaha, I'm the same NOW and will be when I get smaller. Just had to let out the frustrations after all it is my BLOG!!!
Some childhood friends..
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